Whoa, just whoa.

Seriously. How do people who date multiple people simultaneously DO this??? I need flow charts! Venn diagrams! State diagrams! This unsettled aspect of meeting people makes me extremely antsy. Are we friends? Does he want to be more than friends? Do I want to be more than friends? What does that mean? And what about that other guy? What am I even looking for?

It's funny, because 2 days ago I was all sad about my lack of prospects.

Summary: my first "date" with someone I met online went well. He was much nicer than his profile would have suggested, and I think we got along pretty well. I had been hoping for that big neon sign above his head along with some lightning bolts, but I'm happy it wasn't 2 hours of agonizing awkwardness. He kinda reminded me of Peter, which dropped my guard. Damn you Peter! Stop making me feel so comfortable with strangers!

It's all kinda confusing though. Part of me is pretty happy not playing this dating game and just being single.